Inspired by Love

I want to make a difference in someone's life. I want to make a mark on someone's heart. I want to be the reason someone wants to smile. I want to be the reason someone's heart skips a beat. I want to be the reason someone's stomach begins to flutter. I want to be the reason someone's knees go weak. I want to be the reason someone's lips start trembling. I need to be the reason someone falls in love. Its happened already. I realized it tonight. After all of this time I finally understood just how much he is in love with me. He doesn't care how emotional I can be, he just wants me. He is with me through the good and bad and is my own personal light at the end of the tunnel. I never thought I'd fall so hard like this ever again, but if it's possible I feel like I have fallen the hardest in my life for a boy named Dylan Miles. We have our good times and rough ones, but at the end of it all we are smiling, laughing, kissing, hugging and loving eachother before we even say goodnight. As many people may try to come between us, nothing can or will break the bond we've created. It's almost been 6 months since we started dating on January 16th, 2009. That's the day my life changed forever. My mind and heart race 1 thousand miles an hour just trying to fathom my feelings for this boy. He's my favorite person in this world. He has become my best friend and my other half. He makes me want to be better. He makes me want to be stronger. For him I would do anything, and I mean ANYTHING. I'm that person already by nature, but he takes it to the next level. If I can be the one to make him smile I feel accomplished. Being the one to make him feel better when he's sick makes my getting sick 100 percent worth it. I feel like each day I fall more and more in love with Dylan. It's a great feeling to have someone unconditionally love you and not want to leave you for the next thing. He wants me and only me which makes me feel desireable, special, and beautiful.

"You know it's been said that we just don't recognize the significant moments of our lives while they are happening. We grow complacent with ideas, or things or people and we take them for granted and it's usually not until that thing is about to be taken away from you that you've realized how wrong you've been that you realized how much you need it, how much you love it."

I'll try not to take him for granted. I'm in love with this boy and have been through the relationship thing before. This just feels different. It feels more right than anything else that has happened in my life so far. I'm in love and I feel like I can do anything.

Love

I'm in love. I've fallen completely head over heels in love. It's stronger than my first love by far. He gets me, he knows me, he wants me, and he lets me know it every day. He makes me so HAPPY. He makes me want to be better. Confident. Me. He makes me want to try harder with life and make myself flourish. He makes me want to breathe. :)

All Along

I'm feeling more and more capable of being happy. I am finally gaining my sense of trust back, and I actually have some faith in humanity again. I'm really enjoying the choices I've been making and admit I'm scared of the outcome, but I say I believe everything happens for a reason so, I'm going to pray that this is what I have needed all along.