Breathe in So Deep

I feel clean, new, open; happy. Despite the negative energy throughout the entire day, this season never allows me to be unhappy. October through January is such a dream sequence. No one understands why it brings me such solitude but it does. I feel like anything can happen, dreams are ab le to persevere, and love is definitley in the air. Winter starts to creep up, you bundle up to keep warm (which is an excuse to get close) and greatfullness swims through my veins. I love being greatful. I am greatful even if I don't show it 100% of the time. I may have my bad moments, my rants, rampages, mistakes, but in the end I own up to everything which makes me feel like I am doing something right. God is my moral compass and I can always live purely through him. He brings me love, safety, kindness, respect, and the strength to be a great person. I love being alive, I love the hardships that seem bad at the time, I love trial and tribulation, I love times that are great, and I love being able to feel emotions. This natural high I'm on is never-ending and I live for this feeling. I'm in love with this time of the year.