Something Worth Meaning

I sit here waiting for something epic to happen. Something worth writing about, worth telling stories about, worth getting excited about. I've lost my will to write meaning. When that happens, it feels like someone has ripped my tongue out and I cannot speak my opinion or thoughts. It is definitley suffocating... I want to write something that means something to someone. I want to change someone for the better. I want to make a difference... how will I ever know? Will anyone ever tell me if I meant that much to them? Or do we all go on with our lives simply not knowing what we really have accomplished? I need answers but I don't think I even know all of the questions yet.